How Do I feel?

Why does everyone want to know this answer?
Doesn't it matter?
Can I only express my feelings only to my husband?
Why is everyone waiting for me to over react?
What age does everyone think I am?
Can I shed a tear for them?
Can I close my feelings inside?
Why not push everything to the side?
Can I be myself and be an adult?
Can I just feel numb?
Do you really want to know how I really feel?

How do you feel?
What is your thoughts?

**For readers that are highly confused...I am very sorry**